what is life

(I love you more, I think.)

I'm feeling depressed (again).
Hi, moodswing, my new found friend.
Alright I don't believe it's PMS.
It's something else.

You know how you can just really care about this person but you don't feel something back in return?
(I'm not talking in the BGR sense, don't think that far.)
It's like sure, you said it's natural to be distant, but I try to keep up with you.
Now it feels like, I'm trying too hard and you don't give a damn.
And I really don't know what's gonna happen tomorrow onwards.
I don't want the distance to grow, but I don't want us to feel awkward because I'm trying so damn hard to minimize the distance.
It's tiring you know.